I decided to delete all my videos on my Coach Red Pill and Gonzalo Lira YouTube channels. I deleted my Bitchute channel as well.
For now, Iām keeping my Patreon channel and its content intact.
After my bout with Covid this past October, it took me a good two or three weeks to really bounce back. But now that I have, Iāve been motivated as I havenāt been in a long timeāsince before my illness, as a matter of fact. Iām finishing little projects that Iāve been procrastinating, starting other new projectsājust getting back into the swing of things.
In this burst of energy and motivation, I started to feel as if my content was a weight on my shoulders. I wanted to make new content for my channels, but oddly I couldn't work up the motivationāeven as Iāve been eager to do other things in my life.
My old content was just a weight.
So I let it goāI deleted it all.
Chaos is always better than stasis. In stasis, you eventually decay and collapse, because entropy rules the universe. Doing the same thing over and over again inevitably leads to breakdown and ultimately failure.
But in chaos, you can discover new connections and new directions. Chaos forces you to thinkāforces you to use your brain to eke out a little bit of order from the chaos, and thereby survive.
So Iāve deliberately created a little bit of chaos in my lifeāto force myself to think.
GL
Joseph Calderon
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